Today’s Gospel is a continuation of yesterday’s and therefore a continuation of the dialogue between Jesus and Nicodemus. Jesus is saying some pretty profound things to Nicodemus. No wonder he was so enthralled by Jesus.
“This is the verdict, that the light came into the world, but people preferred darkness to light, because their works were evil. For everyone who does wicked things hates the light and does not come toward the light, so that his works might not be exposed.”
It is a tenet of the natural law, that law which is in everyone’s heart, that we are to do good and avoid evil. Everyone knows this. But it doesn’t take long for them to ask or to wonder, what is good, what is evil? I remember someone telling me a long time ago, I know not where or when, that if I was willing to say what I was saying or do what I was doing in front of my mother, it would be good. If I was unwilling to do this, it would be evil. Not too bad a criterion, is it? Jesus is kind of saying the same thing in today’s Gospel, substituting his name for my mother’s. If we hesitate to do or say what we are doing or saying in front of Jesus, it is wrong. Or before other people, where all can see what I am doing. That is why sin is compared to the darkness. We tend to do it while no one else is watching or can see it. And in so doing, we are not being true to what we really believe either. We are lying to ourselves when we sin. The truth and the light go together. “Whoever lives the truth comes to the light.”
Lord, help me today to be true to you, true to myself, and true to my neighbor. It is the truth that will set me free to be the light of the world.
Fr. Howard
On one of the weekdays of the Fifth Week of Lent, we read from chapter 8 of John’s Gospel the words of Jesus telling us, “You belong to what is below, I belong to what is above. You belong to this world, but I do not belong to this world. That is why I told you that you will die in your sins.”
In these words Jesus gives us another criterion for what is good and what is evil. How do my actions make me feel?
When I say something really mean or spiteful to another person, how do I truly feel? I might like to think that it made me feel good because I told that so and so how he/she really is, how rotten they are. But truthfully, deep inside, it makes me feel terrible and ashamed of myself and I want to go to that person immediately and apologize for saying such terrible things about them.
Or, on the other hand, how does it make is feel when we visit a really sick friend in the hospital and just sit there quietly for a long time holding their hand and praying for them because they can’t carry on a conversation? We all probably walk away from such an encounter feeling drained but peaceful and satisfied, fulfilled. And we know we did a good thing.
How I truly feel about what I say or do is a powerful indicator, at least for me, of what is good and what is evil. How is this for you as a criterion for what is right and what is wrong?
Fr. Howard
Friday of the Second Week of Easter, April 4, 2008 (John 6: 1-15)
Today’s Gospel begins chapter 6 of John’s Gospel. I call this chapter the Eucharistic chapter. A couple of weeks ago we commented that the Gospel of John is based on seven signs or miracles in which John seeks a deeper meaning than the common meaning of the love and power of Jesus sought by the other evangelists for these miracles.
The multiplication of the loaves at the beginning of this 6th chapter is the fourth of these signs. It shows us the love and concern Jesus has for us plus the fact that he himself is the food by which we live, the living bread. In verse 11 we read: “Then Jesus took the loaves, gave thanks, and distributed them to those who were reclining , and also as much of the fish as they wanted.” The reference here to the Sacrament of the Eucharist is evident. Here Jesus fed the crowd’s physical need for food. In the Eucharist, he will feed and nourish our souls.
We have noted before that human beings are both physical and spiritual and both entities must be fed and nourished. No one has to remind us to eat breakfast, lunch and dinner everyday. We are Johnny-on-the-spot for meal times. Why should it be different for the spiritual side of our person? But it is. We have to be reminded not to set this aside for the physical part of life. Unless we nourish the spiritual too we are incomplete and our work and other physical duties suffer too. To be whole is to be holy and to be holy is to pay attention to the spiritual side of our lives. Let us receive Eucharist often. Make it the important event in our lives. Everything else will be the better for it.
Fr. Howard
Saturday of the Second Week of Easter, April 5, 2008 (John 6: 16-21)
Jesus in today’s Gospel continues to show his love and concern for us. This is important for us to know. God could just have created us and then left us to shift for ourselves. But he did not abandon us. He is with us always by his own admission. Things are bad enough this way. What if he had just left us on our own?
Today’s Gospel tells of the disciples embarking in one of their boats to cross the sea of Galilee to Capernaum. A storm came up and the waves threatened to capsize the boat and drown them all. Then they saw Jesus walking on the waters and coming near the boat. They began to be afraid but Jesus told them, “It is I. Do not be afraid.” And just then the boat reached the shore safely.
Life is like this for all of us. At one time or another we all get into jams over our heads. We are afraid we are going to perish. But if we call out to the Lord, he will calm the stormy seas of life. We can rest comfortably on the shore in his company. Lord, thank you for your watchful eye. Please continue to care for us and protect us from all harm.
Fr. Howard